I remember when my son went to live with his father.....I bawled for 2 days. Then I moped for another week. THEN I discovered I could do so much without worrying about him!!! Fortunately, he decided dad wasn't such a great person to live with and moved back home after 8 weeks! (YAY)
Don't feel guilty, Suzi!!!! How exciting to be able to hold and "meet" that little one! I'm surprised you held off this long!!! LOL ENJOY!
Christina.........best of luck and DO contact any of us when you're down (IF you're down). It's hard but your son will remember this the rest of his life and appreciate it. He'll respect you soooo much more.