You need to quilt! It gives you something to do and you love it!
You could always make baby quilts for the childrens hospital. My friend just made over 30 baby quilts to take to the childrens hospital in Indianapolis, Indiana.
Also you could make the lap quilts for nursing home folks.
Please don't give up, you love to quilt!
Also you could make some Downy quilts (they send you the pattern and all fabric but the batting and thread) you make them and send them back to them. You can order more than 1 kit at a time.
http://www.quiltsforkids.org/volunteer/
You know the kids will appreciate your quilts.
Karen "Craftybear'