type in Dammit doll in your search bar, and up it comes, it has the pattern and the [it might say the darnit doll] poem that goes with it, i've made several of them, i use felt squares and odds and ends [button, lace,] to decorate them, print off the poem, and tie it around the neck, their great to give out in gatherings and groups. good luck, if you don't find it, email me pm and i'll send you a copy. thelma