Just reading this board has helped me so much expecially in the last few weeks. My oldest son passed away suddenly from a siezure on Sept. 16th and even though I didn't post very much I still read on here every day. It helps to keep my mind going to other things even though he is never out of my thoughts. He would have been 42 on the 18th. I still have such a hard time believing he is no longer here.