I know this has to be so painful for you today. But after today, this is another of the firsts that you will have to get through. You are so strong! You can do it. For you & for Adrian. And Cathy would want you to. I like to think that she smiles down at you daily. Adrian is fortunate to have such a great Dad! I have kept & will cont. to keep you & your little boy in my prayers. I appreciate you for posting today. I wake up each day & am happy that I did so & that I can get out of bed and experience whatever the Lord has planned for me. Please do keep in touch here. I wish I had the chance to have gotten to know Cathy. I am a Cathy also. Give Adrian a huge hug! Hugs to you too.