I too I'm sorry you are going through this but I do understand. I'm going through Chemo treatments right now and this is the place I come to too to feel better. Everyone here is so understanding and are genuinely concerned. You will most certainly feel better.
You family will be in my prayers.
Does your community have meetings you could go to for Ca Pt's??? They can help alot.
You be strong.......................................hugs. ..............