I want to thank everyone here that has shared kind and encouraging words with me. It means so much to me. This place has become a soft place for me to land. I am ever so grateful to have found this board.
Today I just feel so utterly lost and broken. My therapist and my case worker came this morning to talk to me and try and help me. It was nice to have them here when I needed the support the most. My therapist said she would come here in the morning to see me again and they want me to call the Emergency Line anytime day or night if I need to talk or cry or if I feel like cutting again. I do not know where I would get such care any place else.
I will write in before I leave in the morning for my business trip. I wanted to cancel the trip but my therapist said that it would be very good for me to go and get distracted from all this. SO I will go.
I am taking my laptop with me so I will be able to write in to you guys while I am gone.
Missy