Sorry to hear about the loss of your job(the same thing happened to me and my DH - we both worked at the same place) and while it is devastating there are other jobs out there if you want to work. I got my disability and started my quilting and my DH found another job(which may be done by the end of the year). We even had to relocate to another state, but LIFE goes on. Enjoy your free time to do what you enjoy!! Good Luck!!