I have a question for you Kathy. I have been looking at Affairs of the Heart and all I can see is for BOM which over the 13 month period works out at 324$ for the fabrics, patterns each month and you also get the book. Have you found a source for the pattern only, would I get it if I bought the book. I am being very sorely tempted this is the first quilt that has really appealed to be since DJ.