Oh, I hope you are doing better. I know how traumatic a deep cut is. Heck, I get nauseous when I nick myself with a razor or kitchen knife. I made myself use the Gypsy Grippers, I have all three sizes. Now I feel like I forgot to fasten my seatbelt if I don't use them for every ruler. I am still a little scared of my rotary cutter and I've been using one for years. I dropped it and it put a deep cut in the top of my foot and I knew better then to wear slippers in the sewing room. It hurt a lot and the ER bill after insurance would have paid for The Go and every die made for it.