Well, I wish I could drive right to that store front & help you get the ball rolling! Tears are good - you need to get through them before you can move on. Keep your dream in your vision & take one day at a time. You CAN & WILL make it happen. Are there people in your community that might help? Reach out to board members whenever you need a boost or suggestion - it's a wonderful group to bounce ideas off. Keep us posted on your progress.