I agree with PegD. I am an RN. You are doing a dangerous thing not taking your medication. You could have a heart attack from the fluid build up. PLEASE TAKE YOUR MEDICATION! PLEASE! We don't want to lose you and neither does your family.
Someone, I am sure, would treasure the Picture of Jesus in Gethsemane!
Post them for sale here on the board and PM me when you do. I know of several people here in Maine that may be interested.