I am so sorry. I agree, just love her. I have never really sewn anything before two months ago. I finally blew the dust off a machine DH bought me ten years ago. As I worked at sewing my very first table topper, I thought of my grandmother, mother and aunt. All who sewed. what a wonderful day that was for me. They are now close to me everytime I sew and now my MIL is too. It is her sewing bench that I sit on.
Things will work out. One day at a time and remember LET GO, LET GOD!!!! {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}