I can really relate to your situation. Please don't ever stop taking your meds even if you are feeling wonderful and think you don't need them. My husband, bless him, understands somewhat and has always supported me. He doesn't understand why I need fabric when I have some, but he knows how happy it makes me and that is good enough for him. I don't understand how he can play golf when it is 38 degrees, but if the sun is out - off he goes and I'll back him 100 per cent. Fabric can make a cloudy day so much brighter, can't it?