My heart goes out to you. I haven't decided what I need yet, un-be-knowist to even my DH, I a not in any kinda of christmas spirit. We just moved in the last month and we went from a 2-story ranch style to a single floor manufactured house.
All I can say is like me, hang in there. It will get easier, I've been through this too and it does get easier, just one day a a time.
And you will "love" that purple thang. Hope you have a Merry Christmas and here some {{{HUGS}}}.