frenchrose, let me tell you how sorry I am to hear about your loss of Trinity. Five years ago we lost three pets in a year and a half. they were all the same age. My most precious cat who had my heart was gone. Like I said it has been five years and I still cry daily. The loss is like a child. Try to remember the funny times and the loving times you had together. It won't take the pain away, but you can smile through the tears.
Sincerely,
SueKitten1