You are not alone. Guess we'll figure it out eventually. We've been struck by the gods who break things; garage door, coffee pot, etc. Seems like we ticked somebody off big time, but in the grand scheme of things we're really just fine. Hang in there, you're certainly doing the right things and the cloud will lift. Hey you live in one of the most beautiful places on the planet, even if it is a bit soggy right now. I'll be thinking of you.