Been there and am really slow to make much of anything for my family any longer. Christmas has lost all meaning for me as far as sharing gifts, so I don't do much any longer. I would love one of your purses, but then I'm an old lady who likes it when someone makes me something even if I could do it myself. Someday they will be in your shoes and then how will they feel. Gift cards next year and make something special for yourself and for those who do appreciate your work efforts.