I have always said that because I was fortunate to be blessd with so many people giving me fabric that if I have it, I'm glad to share. Knowing how much you are enjoying it and how creative you are with what you have, well that's good enough for me. I don't think you are asking too much. You need it, we have it, and are glad to share. One day if circumstances are better, maybe you can do a good turn for someone. Until then, just enjoy!