I am so sorry for your loss. Give yourself time. It will all work out for you. Garage sales, yard sales, estate sales. Look for fabric and 100% clothes. Cut them up and use them for quilting. Also look for linen table clothes. They make great backings. Piece the backing if you need to. Whatever works. Check craigslist in your area, but be careful and don't pick up stuff by yourself for safety reasons. Post a "scraps wanted" under the right catagory and we can all pitch in and send you ours.