I wish to send you a true (((((HUG))))) from my heart for all your going through. As others have said, sales, thrift shops (cotton shirts size XXXXXX) :) another thing. Instead of concentrating so much on quilts maybe table runners, table tops, pot holders, things that will take your mind off what your going through and yet give you accomplishment in what you enjoy. PM me anytime as someone who really does understand. re: thrift shops, "Fish" (I think they are called) has the cheapest material. I was able to get jeans for $1.00 verses $5.00 at goodwill. (I cut up and make lap throws) when fleece is on sale I back. Sheets make quilt blocks as well as backing. Maybe make a doll quilt for your granddaughter? I have never done this, but am thinking about it lol. I wonder if a person went to a quilt shop and asked for scraps if they would let you have them. Maybe check in once a week for a pickup? I to, do not have lots of money. :) again, ((((hugs)))) You will be in my prayers.