I quit being so hard on me a few years ago. And ya know what? I actually finish quilts all the way to the binding and label. ;-) when I let myself go and just have fun the creativity started flowing and I started having fun. Perfection is not part of the process. Chaos? YES! Much to my husbands chagrin..BUT.. He bought me a Accuquilt Studio for Christmas. So I think he'll survive it all. ;-)