Windwalker, I am so sorry to hear of your impending loss. The loss of someone we love is not something we can ever really be prepared for even when we know it is inevitable. I pray God will give you strength for each day. That he will surround you with his love and lift you up. I am glad that you know that God's hand is at work even in the difficult times. You are one busy lady even without the added responsibility of helping your Mother. May God richly bless you.