My Mom's been gone for almost 50 yrs. and still I run across some of her sewing things that stop me in my tracks and I'm back watching her use them while she sewed. I find myself thinking of her so fondly when I'm doing a new technique and I ask her to help me figure this out. I'm so comforted by the presence of her belongings and her gifts to me. Whenever I sew I know she's watching and guiding me everyday.
In time I know this will also happen to you but for now just accept that it's Okay to feel what you are feeling now. it too will pass one day and ahppy memories will replace the sadness. You are surrounded by many loving and understanding hearts who love you right where you are now.God know what we need and provides you with it, all you need to do is ask for it...
Lovingly,
Andie