OK just stab me with a fork.............I was sick and lost 3 lbs last week. Over the weekend I have been eating like a pig I am above my suicide weight. I am 187........grrrrrrrrrrrrrr I have been having hot fudge sundaes with Jim and all sorts of crap. I never have crap in the house but he has been doing our grocery shopping and I can't resist. On top of that nothing is satisfing my hunger. I have to lose........I said it a few days ago I can't have fat s*x.