Hello all, I am just checking in. I just got off of a long strecth of 12 hour night shifts and get to do it again starting friday. As some may know I am a critical care nurse. The last few days I took care of a 485 pound man on life support. My body hurts so bad today from taking care of him. My body is wearing out from my profession as the epidemic of obesity grows. I wish I could find a cure for all of us that suffer from the disease.
I have been very good this month except with a slip up I had when I found a pack of oreos in the cuppord. As I was finishing probably the 15th or 20th cookie at 0200 I asked my self why? Why was I mindlessly and obsessivly eating the cookies when I had had no sugar all month? I truly could not answer the question. That my friends is what I must get to the bottom of.This is why the weight loss surgeries fail. The man I spoke of above ,he had had gastric bypass surgery,I feel so bad for him.
Don't mean to keep rambling just wanted to check in and just throwing some thoughts out there.
Stay strong all,
Rae