I know what you mean about missing your horse. We had several,i didn't ride but my husband and children did. I would go out and work on northside in my flower bed and here come the horse they enjoyed me throwing the weeds over electric fence to them. One day I went for few days to our daughters and when I came back I found that my husband sold all the horses. It was a sad time. My husband said he was getting to age where it hurt him to ride or rope.