You will be much in my prayers. I was diagnosed many years ago with COPD ( chronic obstuctive pulminary disease) with chrinic brhonchitis and asthma with a touch of emphsyma. I also have an enlarged heart and have a leak where the blood goes into the heart. I have been on inhalers and puffers for many years and they help. It is in a way a death sentence but your life is still very much worth living and if the doctor is not worried about you getting in until march then it is not a desperate situation yet.