Oh Bonnie! Nothing can be said to ease the sorrow. I, too, lost a dear friend many years ago due to a murder. Over the years it has never ceased to amaze me how peoples lives would have been so different had my friend lived. It's just heartbreaking. The children, the grandchildren, the parents, the friends, business partners, just so many people affected by an unjust loss. I don't understand how people can be so cruel to one another. My prayers are with you.