Hey! Don't give up/ My first attempt I spent more time ripping out but I hung in there and got it done. It isn't perfect but I have improved and I can tell you it gets easier. Find someone on this board who FMQ and go to them for answers. I handquilted for years and could never go back again as it is too slow. I love handwork so invest my time in wearable art vests, embroidery and crochet/knitting.