"If one dream should fall and break into a thousand pieces, never be afraid to pick one of those pieces up and begin again."
Flavia Weedn
It sounds like you are slowly picking up those pieces -keep going & grasp onto your inner strength. I admire your courage & determination. Hopefully at your visit tomorrow you will learn some techniques to make life easier for you.
If you need to rest your body for awhile, just hop on this board & time will fly! Supper you say? I just had my morning coffee!LOL
You certainly will be in my prayers.