Happy early birthday!! If I were you I would look at what I had, think of what I want and need that others have expressed as helping them on their way and buy those things. If you buy what you really need and what you really want and not overspend then maybe your D/H will take you again and again even if it is only once in a while. Also watch how much time you spend. I believe that most men do not want to continue to wait around as we do our thing if it is not a hobby that they equally share in.