Jacquie, You are an amazing person. You are also brave. I can see alot of people do not understand the love of fabric that some of us have. I have tried to keep mine under control, but sometimes it's just too hard. I have loved fabric, yarn, and other crafts as far back in my life as I can remember. It sounds like you take care of alot of people, you are never bored and enjoy life. You will work it out. Don't let anyone bully you. Do what you want to do with it.