I know exactly how you feel. I went to a guild meeting just before the Quilt Festival here in Texas. At our show-and-tell, Sue Garmin, who is a member, showed us the quilt she had designed for the Alex Anderson/Ricky Tims BOM program. It was to hang at their booth at the festival so she was frantically trying to finish it. I went to the festival and there it was. She is my idol. Such a great person and quilter/designer. Love, love, love her work. I was so excited just being around her.