Margie, maybe it would help for you to write down the things you can do as a confidence builder. Start with a four patch and then a nine patch and you've already got two. You might be quite surprised at how many things you can do. Basics are the componet for more complicated stuff.
You know it strikes me as funny, Margie you're row might end up being the prettiest row. :) Sometimes it's not how complicated something is, but instead how we put it together that creates beauty. Of course Sandpat is right and you'll feel better after the first or second row.
Congrats on your progress Lori. :)