You have my shoulder to cry on. I have a king sized quilt that I decided after two rows that I didn't like the FMQ pattern I was doing so changed. Now I am ripping out those first two rows. The only thing that keeps me sane is that I leave it at the club. I go to that quilting club once a week. The room is bright with lots of natural lighting. So I rip for a couple of hours and put it away for a week.
I'll get there. I figure another month in production won't effect the outcome!