Ive always thought being able to birth a child was Gods way of pushing a person thru a door. Just because your door is locked so to speak doesnt mean you shouldnt raise a child (note, I say raise and not HAVE as in - I own this person body and soul, we just raise children to become responsible adults).
Maybe this is Gods way of trying to get you to foster kids, maybe you are meant to "have" more than a few of your own birthing and you are meant to have many many pass thru your life, on to a better adulthood than they could have w/o you.
They certainly seem to be put in your path dramatically. Maybe you should keep track of this child, it may be the one you are to start with - share t