Get quilting girl. You obviously won all those goodies for a reason. God meant that you need to feel good about yourself. Retirement does not really mean that. I have been "retired" since September 2009 and I have never had a day off. Now I get to see the cobwebs in the daylight and the lurking dust bunnies. And best of all I am able to clutter my workspace and mind with sooo many project. ;-)