Because i couldn't imagine taking one more breath without him next to me. He is everything in my life. You got me in my worst moments to ask this, because i live in CA and he works in IN so we only get to see each other almost every 1 1/2 - 2 months...go figure how i felt yesterday :-(
But again i love him with all my heart and soul. We've been married for 19 years and every time i see him still feels like first time. :P