I knew there had to be more of us beginners out there with my story :) I had so much fun really I did getting this thing going. I laughed so much it made my day. Marty is named after my grandfather and I know he was enjoying seeing his granddaugher have SO much fun. Honestly it was like having him right beside me the jokes he made and played :) We really do have to laugh at ourselves sometimes!! I do hope this helps other know that it is hard in the beginning and it will get better. with that dreaded "P" word!!!