So sorry you are feeling this way, I understand, have been there. Everyone has given you good advice. When was the last time you had any blood tests? You may have low thyroid or low iron. I was feeling like that the beginning of Jan. and the Doctor did blood work and found I had low iron. I've been taking iron (a little hard on the stomach, at first) for a month and I feel so much better. Now I also take B-6 and B-12. I also work at not letting the SAD get the best of me. Having something to look forward to, ie: vacation, date night, trip to the LQS, lunch with friends, helps. Keep us posted on how you're doing.