First I am so very sorry about the loss of your DGS. I cannot imagine what you have & are going through. Isn't it amazing at the good, kind & caring people in the world? And I believe Quilters are amongst the best.
Second I am thankful that you were blessed with such a sweet Angel when you needed uplifted. You both are very special people and I wish you nothing but the best!
I battle depression from time to time. I stumbled upon this quote that gets me moving when the depression tries to shut me down: The great thing in the world is not so much where we stand, as in what direction we are moving. If I can move forward doing something for someone, my depression tends to lift some. So I try to live by this. You have a loss though and you & I are different. Again, I am so terribly sorry about the loss of your Grandson. God Bless You! And your Angel.