If you weren't so dang far away I'd come and join ya! As that isn't possible, I may go out and get those ingredients for the Homemade Baileys Irish Cream, I've had a few days like yours lately and boy howdy I coulda sure done that Bailey's justice!! --but wah! I don't drink! Wah wah! But I have a husband... Mayhaps that Bailey's could help! LOVE LOVE your story!