Theresa, my heart goes out to you. I can truly say I have walked in your shoes. I lost my mom on Dec. 8, '86, my uncle on Christmas Day and my dad on March 5, '87. It was the worst 3 months of my life and it took many years to realize that I had not grieved because everything had hit so fast w/lightning speed. Be sure to give yourself time and be good to yourself. I can honestly say that I miss them still every day. But even good things can come from bad; the beginning of June of '87 I found out I was pregnant after being told I could not have children and 13 years of marriage. What an incredible 6 months of emotions, both high & lows. When God closes a door, He opens a window. Sending you hugs, prayers and many blessings.