that is just wonderful that you get a lovely squishy. it is always wonderful when we are having a bad day/week/month to always get a pick me up. I am sorry that you lost the house and kittens. I will keep you guys in my prayers if that is okay with you. and here is a BIG {{{{{{HUG}}}}} things could be worse. just remember that. you have your lives and everything "material" can be replaced. just will take time and who knows you might be able to get better/nicer stuff. think of this as a wonderful blessing that you get to start from scratch. I know that it will be hard but try to stay positive. it will help with the depression, I know because it suffer from depression also. Get your happy on by looking at pics and plans for new homes and furniture and fabric. kinda like window shopping. I am a planner and when I know things are needing to happen I start thinking and looking and planning things out. it is a very proactive thing to do and it helps keep things positive and the depression at bay.