thank you Sahm for your encouraging words. most days I have been coping well but yesterday for some reason I was feeling extra low. I refuse to take anti depressants as most of the time I am fine. but I do wish we could remove the old house and get started on the new one.
I am looking at houses but we wont have enough to replace our original house so we will end up with a much smaller one. and I am so looking forward to having a shopping spree. we already have mostly new clothes and people have been woderful to us, so I have many blessings.
and having friends on this QB helps a lot.