I really do know how you feel, trust me on this one. Have you tried going to Quilt in a Day? I love how she teaches and things are soooo easy with her. I love how she teaches doing the trip around the world quilt. Soooooooo easy. I have worked on making kits for a quilt store where I live and yesterday was a disaster......I was going to just call it quits, but I just need a break. Please don't give up.