thanks Carrie I have been trying really hard. The days I don't feel like exercising I push myself to do it. I have found if I don't exercise because of being lazy I get pissed at myself at night when I am going to sleep. Then I can't fall asleep because I think how stupid can I have been to let myself get heavy. I hate that I have the fat hanging apron.
REMEMBER there is that guy I have been talking too. I haven't met him in person yet. We have only seen pictures from the dating site. Missy posted mine for me so it is the head shot you all saw. We were messaging for a few weeks and now for over a month talking almost daily on the phone. Last week he wanted to bring me a b-day cake but I told him not too so he didn't come here. I have been holding off meeting him. This weekend he had plans on his families farm in KY. This week Jim will be here so I have 2 more weeks before we meet. I hope to be down to 170 by then. He knows I don't go out and he is fine with that, not too many men would be. He is a homebody and said lots of weekend once he goes home on Friday he doesn't leave until work Monday. He is a truck driver, lots of overtime and works untl 8:30 most nights. Last night we were talking about kissing on the first date. I said a guy is luck if I kiss them on the 6th date. I told him I wouldn't let someone I just met drink from the same glass I was drinking from sure as s**t they are not kissing me. He laughed. He loves my NY accent and my bluntness. I like that he makes me laugh.