Just a note, sorry for the loss of your mom and dad. My husband passed away three years this month and it has been the worse 3 years of my life. I come to this board every day and it makes my day better. He was very supportive of my quilting and encouraged me a lot. He even bought me a longarm and I feel really bad that I don't use it enough. I am coming around and starting to want to do things again. Loosing someone dear to you is one of those things that there is no quick fix for and it's just best to be good to your self and know in time you will heal and pain will get easier. This is a great place to visit and get your mind on something so good and to learn from. Thanks everyone the contributes and is patient with us.