I had a mini weight loss goal for today and I have not achieved it. Since October when I got going on my healthier lifestyle I have remained positive through all the ups and downs. Today, stepping on the scale has really hit me hard. I know it's a small gain, I know I can do better tomorrow, I know I just need to persevere, but I am so tired of it. Everyone here has been so supportive and I hope you don't mind the venting. I don't want to give up but i am tired of thinking about everything I eat. i'm tired of walking when i could drive. I'm tired of passing up the snacks at work and the glass of wine with supper. Most of all I am tired of working 80 hour weeks at a place i am no longer sure I wantt o be at. I will feel sorry for myself today and then suck t up and move on tomorrow. In another month my hours will go down at work and I get to go on a vacation to see my daughter! Thanks all, Positive Marymc will be back soon!